NARRATOR: "The bus stop, standing by the school gates like a mute sentinel, puts a strange idea in my mind."
HISAO: "Do you want to head into town and look for a bookshop or something? We have the rest of the day free."
NARRATOR: "It's a long shot, as Hanako doesn't like going into the city. I count the fact that we managed to get her out there even when it was so dark as a small miracle, but I genuinely want to spend more time with her. Anyway, she's likely to just refuse and go back to..."
HANAKO: "Okay."
HISAO: "Really?"
HANAKO: "R-really. Let's go."
NARRATOR: "I can't work out why Hanako has decided to agree with me, but I'm not about to ask her to change her mind. Stepping off the bus, I immediately notice that a lot of people are around us. In hindsight, it should have been obvious; of course lots of people will be downtown on a Saturday afternoon. Hanako retreats close to my side, and I can feel her hand clutching my arm tightly. Her body is held against mine and her head is bowed so low that her hat hides most of her scarring."
HISAO: "So uh, where shall we go? A bookshop?"
NARRATOR: "Hanako's present and my other general living expenses have pretty much drained my budget, but I should be able to afford a few books. They're something I try to reserve a few funds for anyway. For a second I think Hanako didn't hear me, but then I look to my side and notice her nodding almost imperceptibly."
HANAKO: "O-okay. D-do you know of one?"
HISAO: "Actually, I do. We passed a few when Lilly and I were looking for your presents..."
NARRATOR: "Hanako's expression clouds a fraction. I've got to remember to stop bringing up her birthday."
HANAKO: "You both... spent a lot of time?"
NARRATOR: "Or maybe I misjudged the situation."
HISAO: "We wanted to make sure we got the right present, after all."
NARRATOR: "Hanako smiles and blushes a bit. It's a small treasure when she does."
HISAO: "Anyway, there should be a bookshop just up ahead, do you want to check it out?"
HANAKO: "S-sure."
NARRATOR: "The crowds start to build as we head towards the bookshop along the raised walkways. Hanako latches her other arm onto me as well, making our progress a little slower. As we walk, the sound of the traffic makes me think of a possible distraction for her."
HISAO: "I was wondering, Hanako... have you thought yet about when you're going to learn to drive?"
HANAKO: "D-driving?"
HISAO: "Yeah. You're kind of lucky, in a way; there aren't a whole lot of students in Yamaku that are allowed to drive."
NARRATOR: "It's not the best topic of conversation, but I want to try and distract Hanako from the situation. She's really highly strung right now. Then again, all I've really done is make her feel awkward, since she's probably never thought about it. I wish I hadn't said anything. Before long we are before one of the bookshops Lilly and I passed by during our search."
HISAO: "What kind of self-respecting bookshop closes on Saturdays?"
HANAKO: "Bookshops... don't make much money any more, because of the Internet. Maybe they just had to close over weekends?"
NARRATOR: "She seems pretty knowledgeable about technology. I guess it's a pursuit that would lend itself well to someone who enjoys solitude."
HISAO: "Huh, I guess that makes sense... it's easier to find books online. Anyway, it looks like this idea is shot. Anything else you'd like to do?"
HANAKO: "I-if it's not... not a bother... could you show me where you bought my present?"
HISAO: "Sure, not a problem. It's not far from here."
NARRATOR: "I head off in the direction of the store, only half-sure of its exact location. I don't want a repeat of the last time; spending half the day walking around aimlessly."
HISAO: "Here we are, Othello's Antiques."
HANAKO: "I-it's small."
HISAO: "Well, yes. It took Lilly and I some time to find it."
HANAKO: "Can we go in?"
HISAO: "I don't see why not; it's open."
NARRATOR: "Hanako pushes through the door and enters before me. Once again, the store is empty save for the store owner. His face drops a little when he sees me."
SHOPKEEPER: "Oh, you're not here for a return are you? Wait, that's not the girl you had with you last time..."
HISAO: "Er, no, we're not here to return anything. We were just in town and wanted to have another look in here."
NARRATOR: "The store owner considers this for quite a long time. I guess he's not used to high school students coming to his shop on a regular basis."
SHOPKEEPER: "Might this be the friend you bought gifts for?"
HISAO: "That's right. They were presents for her."
NARRATOR: "The store owner turns to Hanako, who freezes on the spot like a deer caught in the headlights. He moves to address her, but stops before doing so, looking a little taken aback. He catches himself staring and looks to the side, addressing us indirectly. His expression is awkward and tense, as is his entire body. I want to be mad at him, but I know full well that I had the same instinctive reaction when I first saw her. First surprise, then curiosity, then an awkward look away as I dealt with what I'd seen. Hanako looks less panicked than before... but I think the feeling she's giving off now is worse. It's not anger, nor annoyance. If anything, it's one of apology."
SHOPKEEPER: "You're lucky there, young lady. To have friends that care about you as much as they do."
HANAKO: "Th-thank you..."
NARRATOR: "If I hadn't spent so much time with Hanako I wouldn't even have realized that she said anything. Then again, the store owner's mumble was hardly clear either, thanks in part to being directed away from us. Hanako strikes out into the store, gazing in wonder at the various items on display. She finds the doll section, and spends lingering minutes studying each and every one. It's a side of Hanako I've only barely been introduced to. I was astonished when Lilly said she liked dolls, and even more so to find her “collection” sitting on her dresser. She looks a little better now that she's distracted and out of the store owner's sight, but I'm still quite put off by the whole experience. I might have my own problems, but I've never had strangers react to me like that, as if I was something completely alien to them."
HANAKO: "This is a nice shop."
HISAO: "Yeah, it's not what I expected. Do you want to buy something?"
HANAKO: "I-I didn't bring any money."
HISAO: "Well, we can always come again."
NARRATOR: "Now that I know where to find it, that is."
HANAKO: "W-we can?"
HISAO: "Of course. We can come here as often as you'd like."
HANAKO: "Th-thank you."
HISAO: "You don't need to thank me; I almost forgot where this place was."
NARRATOR: "I don't really think either of us completely believes in what we're saying, but rather, we're just repeating what we think we should say."
HANAKO: "C-can we go back to the school now?"
HISAO: "Sure thing. Let's go."
NARRATOR: "As we leave for the bus stop, I see the store owner peek through the curtain at the back of the shop. I'm not really sure what that glance he gives to her says. It feels a bit weird, and the fact that Hanako didn't see it is both a relief and a bit frustrating. Hanako and I stop walking once we reach the concrete area between the dormitory buildings. There was barely a word said between us on the way back from the city."
HANAKO: "Well then, goodbye."
HISAO: "Do you want to have some tea or something? How about a game?"
NARRATOR: "Hanako shakes her head embarrassedly."
HANAKO: "I... I'm tired. Maybe later? I've got homework..."
NARRATOR: "She sounds a little depressed. Hanako obviously does want to do more, but I suppose she would have a bit of schoolwork to catch up on; she's missed a few days of lessons."
HISAO: "Ah, homework. Thanks for reminding me; I've got a stack to do as well. I guess I'll see you tomorrow."
HANAKO: "See you, Hisao."
NARRATOR: "Before I can say goodbye, Hanako has turned and begun walking towards the entrance to the female dormitory building. I look at the door she disappears through for a bit, before going off towards my own dorms. Today was a tiring day."